Erna Schlavin relatives

A true story about family Eduard and Erna Balsereit: Erna Balsereit born Stragulies and Eduard Balsereit Germanized from Balsceraitis, who loved their 8 (eight) children. Eduard and Erna Balsereit were both almost blind. Nevertheless, with the help of the neighbors and the first children, they built a house, the parent house in Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz Germany. The children grew up and conspired against the youngest siblings and disgusted and threw and threatened Helmut and Renate out of the parental home. Evidence of this act of contempt are contemporary witnesses and documents proving this disgusting act. No time and no man can ever trust such a man again. And all because Mrs. Erna Horstmann Dallige was pregnant and needed space for her own children. Here the parents involved and the begotten children are called by name and serves to find the truth and clarify the truth so that it is never forgotten what siblings have done to their own family. The children of Eduard and Erna Balsereit are: Helmut Neumann née Balsereit and the youngest daughter, Eduard Balsereit née Balsereit. Balceraitis - Balzereit , and two older daughters, a total of 3 male and 5 female children. The sister of Eduard Balsereit is Erna Schlavin born Balsereit (Balceraitis Lithuania, then after 1945 Germanized to : Balsereit, the brother Julius Balceraitis was Germanized to Julius Balzereit) was born on July 07, 1917 in Lithuania. Martha Jurevicius née . Balsereit , Metha Balsereit, Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit and Julius Balzereit (brother of the Sisters) and Eduard Balsereit were born in Lithuania Kaulocken. And in 1945 with Pauline Balceraitis and Wilhelm Balceraitis ( parents of Eduard Balsereit and named brothers and sisters ) fled to Germany after an attack by the Red Army via Lithuania. In one night, more than 300,000 people fled to Germany. Within one year, more than 1. 2 million people from Lithuania have fled to Germany. Eine Wahre Geschichte über Familie Eduard und Erna Balsereit: Erna Balsereit geborene Stragulies und Eduard Balsereit eingedeutscht aus Balsceraitis, die Ihre 8 (acht) Kinder liebten. Eduard und Erna Balsereit waren beide fast Blind. Dennoch haben sie mit Hilfe der Nachbarn und der ersten Kinder ein Haus gebaut , das Elternhaus im Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz Deutschland. Die Kinder wurden erwachsen und haben sich gegen die jüngsten Geschwister verschworen und ekelten und warfen und drohten Helmut und Renate aus dem Elternhaus raus. Nachweise für diesen Akt der Verachtung sind Zeitzeugen und Dokumente , die diese Ekelhafte Tat beweisen. Keine Zeit und kein Mensch kann so einem Menschen je wieder vertrauen. Und das alles nur , weil die Frau Erna Horstmann Dallige schwanger war und Platz brauchte für Ihre eigenen Kinder. Hier werden die beteiligten Eltern und die gezeugten Kinder mit Namen genannt und dient der Wahrheitsfindung und der Wahrheits Klarstellung damit es niemals vergessen wird, was Geschwister der eigenen Familie angetan haben. Die Kinder von Eduard und Erna Balsereit sind: Helmut Neumann geborener Balsereit und die jüngste Tochter, Eduard Balsereit geb. Balceraitis - Balzereit , und zwei ältere Töchter, insgesamt 3 männliche und 5 weibliche Kinder. Die Schwester von Eduard Balsereit ist Erna Schlavin born Balsereit (Balceraitis Lithuania, then after 1945 Germanized to : Balsereit, the brother Julius Balceraitis was Germanized to Julius Balzereit) was born on July 07, 1917 in Lithuania. Martha Jurevicius née . Balsereit , Metha Balsereit, Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit and Julius Balzereit (brother of the Sisters) and Eduard Balsereit were born in Lithuania Kaulocken. And in 1945 with Pauline Balceraitis and Wilhelm Balceraitis ( parents of Eduard Balsereit and named brothers and sisters ) fled to Germany after an attack by the Red Army via Lithuania. In one night, more than 300,000 people fled to Germany. Within one year, more than 1. 2 million people from Lithuania have fled to Germany. My parents were accepted as refugees in Germany and were given a Germanized name and accommodation in soldiers' barracks. You lived there until 1959. Eduard Balsereit and Erna Balsereit built a house between 1958-1960 with their own hands and with the help of their eldest children and the neighbours, Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz, Kreisgrafschaft Diepholz, Niedersachen, Germany. The Balsereit family lived there and had eight children who grew up there, went to school, lived their childhood, found friends, had neighbors, worked, paid their electricity bills, had their worries and their joys. Eduard Balsereit was a committed Christian in a Free Church congregation (Baptist congregation Diepholz). The children all went to school. Today (2020) most children are adults or already retired or self-employed. But the family has been broken and hated ever since the home, Barlager Weg 61, was forcibly auctioned. There is still supposed to be contact between the older sisters, but the blacksmiths only intrigue against each other, and above all hate the brothers, who are supposed to be to blame for everything, but the own guilt is suppressed, the inability to see one's own faults and to question oneself, points to prejudice and hatred, so that the contact consists only of dirty rumors that one hears from other, distant acquaintances. A swamp of hatred, slander and contempt surrounds the rumble of the alleged opinion of the other. A mixture of contempt for humanity and arrogance prevents the overcoming of one's own pride, which can be interpreted as stupidity, by anyone who approaches these people. When in 2015 , after almost 25 years , I made contact with my relatives again, I found myself feeling sick while visiting and drinking coffee. I threw up so many times that nothing came out of my stomach. Then I left. I knew I'd never see those strangers again. I wasn't sorry anymore. It took me 14 days for my stomach to feel normal again. But these visits have also helped me to understand that an end is an end. In order not to be infected by this hatred, it is healthier for these relatives to stay away from this mixture of contempt for humanity, brother-hatred and sister-hatred, because at no time and in no place is there a dirty lie and self-deception, such as the denial of one's origin and the coping with one's inability to love. Once I believed I had a family, now I believe I had a father and a mother, and then that family ends. Why the hatred spread seems to be a refuge, a relic, which only receives an answer if it could see itself in the face, but it avoids wanting to see itself because it is afraid of suffering a shock. This seems unlikely, however, since it would show the identity, so this kin lives in denial, delusion, and suppression of their own ugliness, which is so terrible that it still causes terror at night. The result is the phenomenon that the snake bites itself in the tail and does so again and again until it perishes and dies miserably. 1945 the family -wilhelm Balceraitis (balsereit) , and wife pauline Balceraitis (balsereit) born book with her children: Eduard , Julius, Erna, Martha and others fled to Germany. Erna Schlavin n. Balsereit and Martha Jurevicius née. Balsereit sailed to Chicago in 1945. They find a new home in Chicago, fall in love, get married and have children. 1948 Wilhelm Balceraitis died in Germany Balsereit in Diepholz (Germany, Lower Saxony near Bremen) His grave is still maintained today as a monument in the city diepholz Germany. Edurd Balsereit stayed with his wife Erna, née Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard was very visually impaired and wanted to work with his wife Erna Balsereit née Strangulies. Stragulis remain in Germany . With your own hands and with the help of the neighbors Emil Bankman and Therese Bankmann née. Edurd Balsereit stayed with his wife Erna, née Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard was very visually impaired and wanted to work with his wife Erna Balsereit née Strangulies. Stragulis remain in Germany . With your own hands and with the help of the neighbors Emil Bankman and Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit a house built in Barlager Weg 61 in Diepholz, Germany. This house was until 1984 the family home of the Balsereit family, until a married husband of Erna Horstmann Dallige née. Balsereit took out a mortgage to renovate the house. When his father Eduar Balsereit died, the family Erna Dallige née Dallige died. Balsereit no longer pay the mortgage. The house was foreclosed. Since then, the Balsereit family has fallen apart. The Eduard Balsereit family raised eight children and three stepchildren in this house. As long as Erna and Eduard lived, the Balsereit family was a proud and loving family. Erna Schlavin n. Balsereit had good contact with Witold and meta Jungblut (cousins 2nd degree) , and many others, but witold Jungblut inherited 1991 the house and the property of Erna and Tom Schlavin . . . . campbell ave, chicago ILL. Today Martha's children live in Chicago, Brigitte Rohrbacher she has two daughters, she is 78 years old today her husband oswald has died in a retirement home. Benjamin is married for the second time and lives in Chicago. her eldest son anton died at about 30 years of age. today brigitte rohrbacher in chicago,daughter of martha jurevicius ,gebr. balsereit with brigitte lehman , née balsereit ,daughter of eduard balsereit germany, still have written and telephone contact. edurds children: balsereit brühl, b. lehmann , gebr. balsereit sulingen, erna horstmann-dallige, gebr. balsereit sulingen, r.dieckmann , gebr. balsereit nord germany, h. balsereit, hamburg,rb, bonn, bb,Bonn, A helmut balsereit, bremen. The siblings have no or only limited personal contact. Since the death of the mother Erna Balsereit and the father Edurard Balsereit, the contact has been destroyed by the oldest siblings.Erna Schlavin geborene Balsereit (Balceraitis Litauen, dann nach 1945 eingedeutscht auf : Balsereit, der Bruder Julius Balceraitis wurde auf Julius Balzereit eingedeutscht) ist am 07.July 1917 in Litauen geboren. Martha Jurevicius geb . Balsereit , Metha Balsereit, Therese Bankmann geb. Balsereit und Julius Balzereit (Bruder der Genannten Schwestern) und Eduard Balsereit in Litauen Kaulocken geboren. Und sind 1945 mit Pauline Balceraitis und Wilhelm Balceraitis ( Eltern von Eduard Balsereit und genannte Gewschwister ) nach einem Überfall der Roten Armee über Litauen nach Deutschland geflohen. In einer Nacht sind mehr als 300.000 Menschen nach Deutschland geflohen. Innerhalb von einem Jahr sind mehr als 1,2 Millionen Menschen aus Litauen nach Deutschland geflohen. Meine Eltern wurden als Flüchtlinge in Deutschland aufgenommen und bekamen einen eingedeutschten Namen und eine Unterkunft in Soldaten Kasernen. Dort lebten Sie bis 1959. Eduard Balsereit und Erna Balsereit bauten von 1958-1960 mit ihren eigenen Händen und mit Hilfe Ihrer ältesten Kinder und den Nachbarn ein Haus auf, Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz , Kreisgrafschaft Diepholz, Niedersachen, Deutschland. Dort lebte die Familie Balsereit und zeugte acht Kinder, die da aufwuchsen, zur Schule gingen, ihre Kindheit lebten, Freunde fanden, Nachbarn hatten, arbeiteten, ihre Stromrechnung bezahlten, ihre Sorgen und ihre Freude hatten. Eduard Balsereit war angagierter Christ in einer Freikirlichen Gemeinde (Baptisten Gemeinde Diepholz). Die Kinder gingen alle in die Schule. Heute (2020) sind die meisten Kinder erwachsen oder schon in der Rente oder Selbständig. Doch die Familie ist seit dem das Zuhause , Barlager Weg 61, zwangsversteigert wurde, kaputt und verhasst. Es soll noch Kontakt zwischen den älteren Schwestern geben, doch die Schmieden nur Intriegen gegeneinander, und hassen vor allem die Brüder, die angeblich an allem Schuld sein sollen, doch die eigene Schuld wird verdrängt, die Unfähigkeit die eigenen Fehler zu sehen und selbst in Frage zustellen, deutet auf Vorurteile und Hass, sodass der Kontakt nur noch aus schmutzigen Gerüchten besteht die man von anderen, entfernten Bekannten hört. Ein Sumpf von Hass, Verläumdungen und Verachtung umgibt das Geschwafel der angeblichen Meinung von dem Andern. Eine Mischung von Menschverachtung und Arroganz verhindert die Überwindung des eigenen Stolzes ,welches als Dummheit ausgelegt werden kann, von jedem der sich diesen Personen nähert. Als ich 2015 , nach fast 25 Jahren , erneut Kontakt mit den Verwandten aufzunehmen, musste ich feststellen, dass mir beim Besuch und beim Kaffeetrinken schlecht wurde. Ich musste mich übergeben, so oft dass nichts mehr aus dem Magen kam. Dann bin ich gegangen. Ich wußte, dass ich diese Fremd geworden Verwandten nie wieder sehen werde. Es tat mir nicht mehr leid. Ich brauchte 14 Tage bis sich mein Magen wieder normal anfühlte. Diese Besuche haben mir aber auch geholfen, zu verstehen, das ein Ende auch ein Ende ist. Um sich nicht zu infizieren von diesem Hass, ist es gesünder diesen Verwandten , dieser Mischung Von Menschenverachtung Bruderhass und Schwesterhass fern zu bleiben, da es zu keiner Zeit und an keinem Ort eine Schmutziger Lüge und Selbstbetrug gibt, wie die Leugnung der eigenen Herkunft und die Bewältigung der eigene Unfähigkeit zu lieben. Einst glaubte ich eine Familie zu haben, heute glaube ich , dass ich einen Vater und eine Mutter hatte und dann hört diese Familie schon auf. Warum sich der Hass ausbreitete scheint ein Refugium , ein Relikt zu sein, welches nur eine Antwort erhält, wenn es sich selber ins Gesicht sehen könnte, es aber vermeidet sich selbst sehen zu wollen, weil es angst hat einen Schock zu erleiden. Das scheint jedoch unwahrscheinlich, da es ja die Identität zeigen würde, somit lebt diese Sippe in der Verleugnung, Verblendung, und Verdrängung der eigenen Hässlichkeit, die so furchtbar ist, dass sie bei Nacht noch Schrecken auslösst. Es ergibt sich das Phänomen, dass die Schlange sich selbst in den Schwanz beisst und es immer wieder tut , bis sie selbst daran zugrunde gehet und elend verreckt. 1945 flüchtete die familie -wilhelm Balceraitis (Balsereit) , und Ehefrau pauline Balceraitis (Balsereit) geborene Buch mit ihren Kindern: Eduard , Julius, Erna, Martha u.a. nach deutschland. Erna Schlavin geb. Balsereit und Martha Jurevicius geb. Balsereit schiffen 1945 nach Chicago über. Sie finden in Chicago eine neue Heimat, verlieben, verheiraten und bekommen Kinder. 1948 verstarb Wilhelm Balceraitis eingedeutscht Balsereit in Diepholz (Deutschland ,Niedersachsen bei Bremen) Sein grab wird heute noch als denkmal in der stadt diepholz deutschland gepflegt. Edurd Balsereit blieb mit seiner frau erna,geb.Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard war sehr stark Sehbehindert und wollte mit seiner Frau Erna Balsereit geb. Stragulis in Deutschland bleiben .Sie haben mit Ihren eigenen Händen und mit Hilfe der Nachbarn Emil Bankman und Therese Bankmann geb. Balsereit ein Haus gebaut in Barlager Weg 61 in Diepholz , Deutschland. Dieses Haus war bis 1984 das Familienhaus der Familie Balsereit, Bis ein eingeheirateter Ehemann von Erna Horstmann Dallige geb. Balsereit eine Hypothek zur Renovierung des Hauses aufnahm. Als der Vater Eduar Balsereit starb konte die Familie Erna Dallige geb. Balsereit die Hypothek nicht mehr bezahlen. Das Haus wurde Zwangsversteigert. Seit dem ist die Familie Balsereit zerbrochen. Die Familie Eduard Balsereit hat acht Kinder und drei Stiefkinder in diesem Haus aufgezogen. So lange Erna und Eduard leben, war die Famile Balsereit eine stolze und liebevolle Familie. Erna Schlavin geb. Balsereit hatte guten Kontakt zu Witold und meta Jungblut ( Kusinen 2. Grades) , und vielen anderen, aber witold Jungblut erbte 1991 das haus und das Grundstück von Erna und Tom Schlavin .... campbell ave , chicago ILL. Heute leben die Kinder von Martha in Chicago, Brigitte Rohrbacher sie hat zwei töchter, sie ist heute 78 Jahe alt ihr mann oswald ist im altersheim gestorben. Benjamin ist das zweite mal verheiratet und lebt in chicago. ihr ältester sohn anton ist mit ca 30 Lebensjahr verstorben. heute haben brigitte rohrbacher in chicago,tochter von martha jurevicius ,gebr.balsereit mit brigitte lehman , geborene balsereit ,tochter von eduard balsereit deutschland, noch schriftlichen und telefonischen kontakt. edurds kinder: Willi-Paul balsereit brühl, brigitte lehmann , gebr. balsereit sulingen, erna horstmann-dallige, gebr. balsereit sulingen, regina dieckmann , gebr. balsereit nord deutschland, helene balsereit, hamburg,renate (rena) balsereit, bonn, benjamin balsereit,Bonn, helmut balsereit, bremen. Die Geschwister haben kein oder nur bedingten persönlichen Kontakt. Seit dem die Mutter Erna Balsereit und der Vater Edurard Balsereit gestorben sind, ist der Kontakt durch die ältesten Geschwister zerstört worden. They fled to Germany in 1945 with Pauline Balceraitis and Wilhelm Balceraitis ( parents of Eduard Balsereit and the so-called Gewschwister ) after an attack by the Red Army over Lithuania. In one night, more than 300,000 people fled to Germany. Within a year, more than 1. 2 million people from Lithuania have fled to Germany. My parents were taken in as refugees in Germany and were given a German name and accommodation in Soldaten Kasernen. You lived there until 1959. Eduard Balsereit and Erna Balsereit built from 1958-1960 with their own hands and with the help of their eldest children and their neighbours a house, Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz, Kreisgrafschaft Diepholz, Niedersachen, Germany. The Balsereit family lived there and had eight children, who grew up there, went to school, lived their childhood, found friends, had neighbors, worked, paid their electricity bills, had their worries and their joys. Eduard Balsereit was a committed Christian in a free church congregation (Baptist congregation Diepholz). The children all went to school. Today (2020) most children are adults, retired or self-employed. But the family is broken and hated since the home, Barlager Weg 61, was forcibly auctioned off. There is supposed to be contact between the older sisters, but the forge only intrigues against each other, and hate above all the brothers, who are supposed to be to blame for everything, but one's own guilt is suppressed, the inability to see one's own mistakes and to question oneself, points to prejudice and hatred, so that the contact consists only of dirty rumours heard from other, distant acquaintances. A swamp of hatred, slander and contempt surrounds the gossip of the supposed opinion of the other. A mixture of contempt for humanity and arrogance prevents the overcoming of one's own pride, which can be interpreted as stupidity, by anyone who approaches these persons. In 2015, after almost 25 years, when I reconnected with my relatives, I found that I felt sick while visiting and drinking coffee. I had to throw up so many times that nothing came out of my stomach. Then I left. I knew I would never see these strangers again. I wasn't sorry anymore. It took me 14 days for my stomach to feel normal again. But these visits have also helped me to understand that an end is also an end. In order not to infect oneself with this hatred, it is healthier to stay away from disdain for humanity brother hatred and sister hatred, since at no time and in no place is there a dirty lie and self-deception, such as denying one's origin and coping with one's inability to love. Once I thought I had a family, today I think I had a father and a mother, and then that family stops. Why the hatred spread seems to be a refuge, a relic that only receives an answer if it could see itself in the face, but avoids wanting to see itself because it is afraid of suffering a shock. This seems unlikely, however, as it would show the identity, so this clan lives in denial, delusion, and suppression of its own ugliness, which is so terrible that it still triggers terror at night. There is the phenomenon that the snake bites itself in the tail and does it again and again until it itself perishes and dies miserably. In 1945 the family Wilhelm Balceraitis (Balsereit) and his wife Pauline Balceraitis (Balsereit) born Buch fled with their children: Eduard , Julius, Erna, Martha and others to Germany. Erna Schlavin née. Balsereit and Martha Jurevicius b. Balsereit sailed to Chicago in 1945. They find a new home in Chicago, fall in love, marry and have children. 1948 Wilhelm Balceraitis died in German Balsereit in Diepholz (Germany, Lower Saxony near Bremen) His grave is still maintained today as a monument in the city of diepholz Germany. Edurd Balsereit stayed with his wife erna, née Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard was severely visually impaired and wanted to live with his wife Erna Balsereit, née Strangulies. Stragulis remain in Germany . With their own hands and with the help of the neighbours Emil Bankman and Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit a house built in Barlager Weg 61 in Diepholz , Germany. This house was the family home of the Balsereit family until 1984, until a married husband of Erna Horstmann Dallige née. Balsereit took out a mortgage to renovate the house. When his father Eduar Balsereit died, the family Erna Dallige née. Balsereit no longer pay the mortgage. The House Witold's Obituary Witold W. “Bill” Jungblut, 89, of Stevensville, went to be with his Lord and Savior on Saturday, June 26, 2021 at his home. A Celebration of Life Service will be held on Wednesday, June 30, 2021 at 11 AM at Washington Avenue Church of God, 4051 Washington Ave, St. Joseph, with Rev. Andreas Hannich officiating. Burial will follow at Hickory Bluff Cemetery in Stevensville. Friends may visit with the family an hour prior to the service. Memorial contributions may be made to Washington Avenue Church of God, www.thewavechurch.com. Those wishing to leave an online condolence may do so at www.starks-menchinger.com. Bill was born on July 17, 1931, in Germany to Johann & Adele (Balsereit) Jungblut. In 1951, he immigrated to the United States. On July 25, 1953, Bill married the love of his life, Meta Schroeder, in Chicago Illinois. After many years of living in a big city, Bill and his family moved to Michigan in 1975. He was a proud Teamster Truck Driver for 35 years, working for companies such as Indian Head, Central Transport and, at one point, owning his own trucking business. Growing up in the era of Big Band music, Bill had a love for the saxophone and clarinet. In his younger years he enjoyed playing these instruments in a band, and as he grew older, he played in the company of friends and family. A favorite event of his was family reunions. He loved getting together, playing games and reconnecting with his family. Bill was a great man who will be deeply missed by all who knew him. Bill is survived by his loving wife of almost 68 years, Meta; children, Astrid (David) Meier, Edith (Harold) Herbstreit, and Helmut (Monica) Jungblut; grandchildren, Jonathan (Britney) Meier, Kristina (Richard) Reid, Heidi (John) Brown, Deanna (Nathan) Main, Benjamin (Evelin) Herbstreit, James (fiancé, Sarah Trager) Jungblut and Jacob Jungblut; great-grandchildren, Karis, Simeon, Asher, Ethan, Eli, Hudson, Logan, Bennet, Adeelia, and soon to be arriving, Mia; sisters, Gertrude (Otto) Pieler and Brigitte (Gustav) Skowron; and brother-in-law, Otto Schroeder. He was preceded in death by his parents, Johann & Adele; and sister, Erika Cospar. They fled to Germany in 1945 with Pauline Balceraitis and Wilhelm Balceraitis ( parents of Eduard Balsereit and the so-called Gewschwister ) after an attack by the Red Army over Lithuania. In one night, more than 300,000 people fled to Germany. Within a year, more than 1. 2 million people from Lithuania have fled to Germany. My parents were taken in as refugees in Germany and were given a German name and accommodation in Soldaten Kasernen. You lived there until 1959. Eduard Balsereit and Erna Balsereit built from 1958-1960 with their own hands and with the help of their eldest children and their neighbours a house, Barlager Weg 61, in Diepholz, Kreisgrafschaft Diepholz, Niedersachen, Germany. The Balsereit family lived there and had eight children, who grew up there, went to school, lived their childhood, found friends, had neighbors, worked, paid their electricity bills, had their worries and their joys. Eduard Balsereit was a committed Christian in a free church congregation (Baptist congregation Diepholz). The children all went to school. Today (2020) most children are adults, retired or self-employed. But the family is broken and hated since the home, Barlager Weg 61, was forcibly auctioned off. There is supposed to be contact between the older sisters, but the forge only intrigues against each other, and hate above all the brothers, who are supposed to be to blame for everything, but one's own guilt is suppressed, the inability to see one's own mistakes and to question oneself, points to prejudice and hatred, so that the contact consists only of dirty rumours heard from other, distant acquaintances. A swamp of hatred, slander and contempt surrounds the gossip of the supposed opinion of the other. A mixture of contempt for humanity and arrogance prevents the overcoming of one's own pride, which can be interpreted as stupidity, by anyone who approaches these persons. In 2015, after almost 25 years, when I reconnected with my relatives, I found that I felt sick while visiting and drinking coffee. I had to throw up so many times that nothing came out of my stomach. Then I left. I knew I would never see these strangers again. I wasn't sorry anymore. It took me 14 days for my stomach to feel normal again. But these visits have also helped me to understand that an end is also an end. In order not to infect oneself with this hatred, it is healthier to stay away from disdain for humanity brother hatred and sister hatred, since at no time and in no place is there a dirty lie and self-deception, such as denying one's origin and coping with one's inability to love. Once I thought I had a family, today I think I had a father and a mother, and then that family stops. Why the hatred spread seems to be a refuge, a relic that only receives an answer if it could see itself in the face, but avoids wanting to see itself because it is afraid of suffering a shock. This seems unlikely, however, as it would show the identity, so this clan lives in denial, delusion, and suppression of its own ugliness, which is so terrible that it still triggers terror at night. There is the phenomenon that the snake bites itself in the tail and does it again and again until it itself perishes and dies miserably. In 1945 the family Wilhelm Balceraitis (Balsereit) and his wife Pauline Balceraitis (Balsereit) born Buch fled with their children: Eduard , Julius, Erna, Martha and others to Germany. Erna Schlavin née. Balsereit and Martha Jurevicius b. Balsereit sailed to Chicago in 1945. They find a new home in Chicago, fall in love, marry and have children. 1948 Wilhelm Balceraitis died in German Balsereit in Diepholz (Germany, Lower Saxony near Bremen) His grave is still maintained today as a monument in the city of diepholz Germany. Edurd Balsereit stayed with his wife erna, née Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard was severely visually impaired and wanted to live with his wife Erna Balsereit, née Strangulies. Stragulis remain in Germany . With their own hands and with the help of the neighbours Emil Bankman and Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit a house built in Barlager Weg 61 in Diepholz , Germany. This house was the family home of the Balsereit family until 1984, until a married husband of Erna Horstmann Dallige née. Balsereit took out a mortgage to renovate the house. When his father Eduar Balsereit died, the family Erna Dallige née. Balsereit no longer pay the mortgage. The House There is supposed to be contact between the older sisters, but the forge only intrigues against each other, and hate above all the brothers, who are supposed to be to blame for everything, but one's own guilt is suppressed, the inability to see one's own mistakes and to question oneself, points to prejudice and hatred, so that the contact consists only of dirty rumours heard from other, distant acquaintances. A swamp of hatred, slander and contempt surrounds the gossip of the supposed opinion of the other. A mixture of contempt for humanity and arrogance prevents the overcoming of one's own pride, which can be interpreted as stupidity, by anyone who approaches these persons. In 2015, after almost 25 years, when I reconnected with my relatives, I found that I felt sick while visiting and drinking coffee. I had to throw up so many times that nothing came out of my stomach. Then I left. I knew I would never see these strangers again. I wasn't sorry anymore. It took me 14 days for my stomach to feel normal again. But these visits have also helped me to understand that an end is also an end. In order not to infect oneself with this hatred, it is healthier to stay away from disdain for humanity brother hatred and sister hatred, since at no time and in no place is there a dirty lie and self-deception, such as denying one's origin and coping with one's inability to love. Once I thought I had a family, today I think I had a father and a mother, and then that family stops. Why the hatred spread seems to be a refuge, a relic that only receives an answer if it could see itself in the face, but avoids wanting to see itself because it is afraid of suffering a shock. This seems unlikely, however, as it would show the identity, so this clan lives in denial, delusion, and suppression of its own ugliness, which is so terrible that it still triggers terror at night. There is the phenomenon that the snake bites itself in the tail and does it again and again until it itself perishes and dies miserably. In 1945 the family Wilhelm Balceraitis (Balsereit) and his wife Pauline Balceraitis (Balsereit) born Buch fled with their children: Eduard , Julius, Erna, Martha and others to Germany. Erna Schlavin née. Balsereit and Martha Jurevicius b. Balsereit sailed to Chicago in 1945. They find a new home in Chicago, fall in love, marry and have children. 1948 Wilhelm Balceraitis died in German Balsereit in Diepholz (Germany, Lower Saxony near Bremen) His grave is still maintained today as a monument in the city of diepholz Germany. Edurd Balsereit stayed with his wife erna, née Strangulies in Diepholz, Eduard was severely visually impaired and wanted to live with his wife Erna Balsereit, née Strangulies. Stragulis remain in Germany . With their own hands and with the help of the neighbours Emil Bankman and Therese Bankmann née. Balsereit a house built in Barlager Weg 61 in Diepholz , Germany. This house was the family home of the Balsereit family until 1984, until a married husband of Erna Horstmann Dallige née. Balsereit took out a mortgage to renovate the house. When his father Eduar Balsereit died, the family Erna Dallige née. Balsereit no longer pay the mortgage. The house was foreclosed. Since then, the Balsereit family has broken up. The Eduard Balsereit family has raised eight children and three stepchildren in this house. As long as Erna and Eduard live, the Balsereit family was a proud and loving family. Erna Schlavin née. Balsereit had good contact with Witold and meta Jungblut ( cousins 2nd grade) , and many others, but witold Jungblut inherited 1991 the house and property of Erna and Tom Schlavin . . . . campbell ave , chicago ILL. Today Martha's children live in Chicago, Brigitte Rohrbacher she has two daughters, she is now 78 years old her husband oswald died in the retirement home. Benjamin is married for the second time and lives in Chicago. her eldest son anton died at about 30 years of age. today brigitte rohrbacher in chicago,daughter of martha jurevicius,gebr. balsereit with brigitte lehman, born balsereit,daughter of eduard balsereit germany, still written and telephone contact. edurds children: Willi-Paul balsereit brühl, brigitte Lehmann , gebr. balsereit sulingen, erna horstmann-dallige, gebr. balsereit sulingen, regina dieckmann , gebr. balsereit north germany, helene balsereit, hamburg,renate (rena) balsereit, bonn, benjamin balsereit,Bonn, helmut balsereit, bremen. The siblings have no or only bedi