The fact that he had tried contacting me from rhe age of 8 and at 14 I finally got to meet him and after talking to him on the telephone for several montha, I got to meet him and his side of the family for the very first time. I was expecting to go live with him at the time i had been residimg with estranged foster parents after being taken away by DCS, after his baclground came back in passing standards the following weekend. But briefly right before our first visit ended, I found him in the men's bathroom in the Morgan county public park on October 21, 2004 and as he took his last and final breaths, I had my dad's head in my very own hands and on my lap. I love you dad.