DeeAnna Blette
We Never met except over the phone; your black sheep niece baaaahaahaaahad :)
I recall that conversation as i was excited and overwhelmed at the same time not knowing a damn thing what to say and being terribly timid at my young insecure, yeah my parents were pretty young ;) as you knew/knnow. Like martha on the black sheep side; she too was disabled from a car accident and was told she did drugs or addicted to pills and my relationship at a very early age was ended and she passed and i found out and i was pissed because i felt to some degree same exact s*** happened with you; except i met martha and we had a connection, but i felt we had one too butt one that never bloomed. I'm sory i didn't reach out somehow before, I was homeless for 11 years because i whistle blew on my 4th reich country with murder and sex stuff and like everybody, you know, got $1million million friends and no money no friends, butt we both know we never, i never really :) had any friends.....I think somehow we ended up going our own way and i'm sorry we did not connect before you passed. i just found out my father passed too not too long ago although he committed suicide. I'm doing God's work and can even stare him in the eye; see yah on the flip side :0 every now & then i feel a presence and wonder if it's you:) if it ever triggers my tourettes; don't take it personally it's i got s*** the way i want it so when things are falling ro whatever......i can keep my led lights turned off until you or whoever turn em' back on again....A kaddish prayer for you this day; ahmen
