I like to call this "game"... "DO YOU REMEMBER"
Life is but a game. A game some people like to play when they take pleasure in causing other's pain. I need not speak specifics....you know what I'm making reference to. It's all about you. I was a little girl, who put my trust in the wrong person. It took me a long time to realize that what I thought was real, was a game of deception. You fooled me for many years. It was a difficult pill to swallow, realizing what I perceived as the truth was nothing more than years & years of your deception. What a shameful thing to do....taking pleasure out of causing me pain. I have no more pain in my heart because the truth is, you were never any good from the very start. You get what you give....you'll get it back now, or God will give it back to you when you stand before Him to confess what you did. I need not speak of specifics because you are fully aware....you can try with all your might to play the little lamb. But we both know who you really are. And honestly, you did me a favor throwing me away like a piece of trash. Because I don't need people such as yourself in my life. No more can you enjoy the feeling of satisfaction you think you get to keep, holding close to your heart that you forever wounded the one who you lived your whole life being jealous of. Jealous of me. Very strange. I'm not jealous of anyone, especially not YOU. What you've spent over 10 years relishing in the moment of was done in vain. I cast you aside & threw you in the trash a very long time ago. I hope you enjoyed THINKING you crushed my heart. You did me a favor by showing me who you really are. I know the root cause.... Jealousy & the greed of money. So hard it has obviously been to be 2nd best compared to me... "The Special One." The favorite one, the one you wished you could be. You can deny & lie all you want. We both know the truth. You're life has almost come to an end. A word of advice....if I were you, I'd get down on my knees & beg God's forgiveness for what you did to my father, the things you said about him, how he was a burden & you couldn't wait for him to die so you could cash in. You resented the fact that I've always been his favorite & he helped me when I needed it. You told a big fat lie to one of your daughters when you said he was COMPLETELY SUPPORTING me & my husband. That was never true. He helped me when I needed help, not because he had to, but because he WANTED TO. LOL....when he paid over $12,000 in order to pay off my the loan on my van, he brought you with him... But did you even understand?? Could you see that the joke was on you?? He brought you with him NOT to help him, he brought you in order to rub it in your face. He told Justin & I that you were ordering him around, making him feel unwelcome in his own house. He said you would try to tell him how he could & could not spend his own money. He told us, "I'm not taking it to the grave with me. I'll spend my money as I see fit. It's mine. I earned it. When I die, I've left plenty for each & every one of you." So, I heard it with my own ears....Melissa was recording you. You said, "Kimberly just isn't the same person since she met Justin. And she was draining dad of every dime he had. Cutting into my inheritance!!" Oh... Just to let you know. You are right about ONE thing. I'm not the same person I was before I met Justin. He made me stop allowing people like you to use me as a doormat. I realized I'm very strong, very smart, & he taught me to stand up for myself against people just like you. So, there you have it. I had to say these things before they lower you in that dark place. Way beneath the grass, dropped down into the dirt. Enjoy your trip. I hope you enjoy the ride. I'd like to say I wish you the best when you're laid to rest. But I don't. Why should I?? You mean absolutely nothing to me. No more than a stranger I pass on this street. That's what you are. Nothing. You always have been. Oh... Before I send this off.... I don't quite understand why you have your last name as though you're still married to STAN. My husband would feel quite disrespected....but he's very smart compared to your old fart. Jimmy probably would be unaffected because it would take too many brain cells to process the fact that you don't even recognize him as your husband by using his name. Hmmm....I wonder why you've done that. I've learned that Viccciii always has ulterior motives with hidden agenda. You're not an honest person. Dishonesty to the depth that you possess...there's always more. Always. That's why you're rotten to the core. A bad seed. A bad apple that should've been thrown out with the trash when you were a wee one. Born bad. That's what you were. Born bad.