Matthew & brothers

when I got divorced it almost killed mr loosing my boys or I almost killed me I was in the hospital for 6 weeks. a couple years later child services called and told me theur mother and he latest husband had been arrested 3 felony counts of child abuse and for stealing drugs to give to the boys to sleep so she could go out and paty. C.S. said if I didn't want them they would be seperated and put up for adopted. Ofcourse I wanted them.our 1st christmas I went inro debt buying them toys'games and clothes' they destroyed them after 2 months. in the next couple years we had 27 broken windows' the last one was my bedroom that I had puy a pad lovck on the door. while fixing it a piece of glass fell on my wrist severing an arterie I had to be air lifted to the hospital. they liedcheated and sto;e from me if I tried to disipline them they cussed me out. they broke neighbors windows that I fixed so they wouldn't call the police, they stole a rifle from a neighbor that I made them return and pay damages so hr would call police. they wanted to play football and soccer so I payed for all that . I used to climb the hill on our property and sit thinking of suicide at least weekly. the only thing that saved me was God and Myrna my present wife. the last straw was when they got pot plants from a neight and tried to sell them in school' they called me instead the police. I put them in military boot camp program. Thy finished jr high then high scool at 16/17 then went into military. After basic training haven't heard from them in 150 20 yearsd...