Madison(Lilly), Shana(Jordan), Kye(Kyle)

My name is Arledea DeAnn McMurrian, I am 33yrs old. I am a recovering Drug Addict. And I fight my addiction everyday. Sometimes I lose and fall off for a few days but I just get back up and start again. I love sports such as football, basketball, track and field. I love horseback riding, bonfires, camping, fishing, hunting. I love helping people That's why I was in home health care for like 12 years. I'm going back to school for psychology to become an LCDC I think that may be helping people with drug and alcohol addiction will help me keep mine at bay so that I don't slip up because I have people that are depending on me to keep them where they need to be and if I'm slipping up then what good am I to them...
I have 2 sisters biologically and 1 brother biologically. Their names are Tamra and Paige, and my brother's name is Andrew. I have 5 Children biological mine and one Stepdaughter. There names are Jessica (ACE),Dixie, Madison (Lilly), Shana (Jordan), Kye (Kyle) and My Stepdaughter Makayla. I have 2 nephews and 1 niece they are Tamara's kids. My kids are the light of my life and my biggest Cheerleaders. I have hurt them and done them wrong without meaning to... My father Lanny Ray McMurrian killed himself on June 30th of 2018 in Ruidoso New Mexico. My biological mother Tanya Stuart is still alive and is doing great she is married to a man named Vernon Stuart. And threw him I have 4 step brothers 2 stepsisters. They are Daniel Stuart, Bret Stuart, Ashley Stuart, Robert Byrd, and Garrel Byrd (Who passed away on August 3,2017). There is a lady that I called my mother and was like a mother to me for many years her name was Mistie Lloyd-Reed she passed away on May 14th,2022 I miss her very much she always believed in me and taught me so much. The rest of my family really don't have anything to do with me... On either my mom's side or my biological father's side... but my little cousin Bridgette she lives in Idaho and she is also one of my biggest supporters.