MY WIFE & THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. HOW DID I KNOW THIS ? SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE ! PEOPLE AROUND ME CHANGED ! ONCE I LOST YOU, EVERYONE ATTACKED ME ! I HAVE NO ONE FROM THE FAMILY OR RELATIVES TO SPEAK TO ! I GUESS IT WAS ALL ABOUT THE $$$ ? WHICH I DID THE BEST I COULD ! I TOOK CARE OF THE FUNERAL EXPENSES. I MADE SURE SHE HAD A HEADSTONE ! I PUT HER NEXT TO HER MOM ! I HAVE A PLOT BESIDE HER ! I GAVE HER CHILDREN A STEP - DAD UPON MY RELEASE FROM THE ARMY ! I WORKED MY TAIL OFF ! THERE WERE TIMES I WORKED 3 JOBS A WEEK ! ARLENE, WHOM I EVENTUALLY MARRRIED, WAS THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE. I MISS HER SO ! SHE BROUGHT FAMILIES TOGETHER. THIS WAS HER STRENGTH ! HER WEAKNESS IS THAT GOD TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME TO SOON. KNOW I'M HAUNTED BY FAMILY & RELATIVES FOR NOT LIVING UP TO THEIR "GREAT EXPECTATIONS OF ME" ! WELL, YOU, WHO FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT ME DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH. I TOOK ON A FATHER FIGURE TO HER CHILDREN, WHEN A FATHER FIGURE WASN'T TO BE HAD ! DAD'S WHO DIDN'T SUPPORT THESE CHILDREN ! ! ! WHAT A SHAME ! ! ! CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME ! GOD WILL JUDGE YOU ! OUR TIME WILL COME ! I'M NOT THE BAD GUY ! I GOT LOST AFTER MY WIFE DIED. I HAVE FEELINGS JUST LIKE YOU ! TO MY WIFE, FRIEND & A MOTHER. I WILL ALWAYS & ALWAYS DO, KEEP YOU NEAR & DEAR TO MY HEART & SOUL. BE MY ANGEL FOR EVER & EVER. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART ! SHINE ON FOR ME WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN. I DON'T CARE ABOUT FAMILY (RELATIVES), ANYMORE ! THEY JUDGE BEFORE THEY UNDERSTAND ! ! ! I LOVE YOU, FROM ROBERT TO YOU, MY ANGEL . . .
ARLENE, WE MET EACH OTHER AS I ETS'D FROM THE U.S. ARMY. WE FELL IN LOVE. WE MARRIED. WE HONORED THE WEDDING PART, "IN SICKNESS & IN HEALTH", " TIL' DEATH DO US PART". YOU KNOW SOMETHING ? I STILL LOVE YOU ! ! ! I CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD . . . &, I NEVER WANT TO ! THIS IS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU ! WE ARE WORLDS APART BUT, I STILL FEEL THE PRESENCE OF AN ANGEL. I DID THE BEST I COULD AS A STEP-DAD. WORKING 3 JOBS WASN'T EASY ! I HAD TO BE A DAD TO THE THREE DADS THAT NEVER SHOWED UP FOR THEIR CHILDREN. THEN I LOST YOU. THIS IS WHERE THE FAMILY & RELATIVES CHALLENGED ME. I BROKE DOWN. THEY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I LOST IN YOU ! I DON'T CARE HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT US ! I JUST WANT TO STAY IN THE LIGHT W/YOU. YOU ARE MY HEART & SOUL. WHEN YOU LEFT THERE WAS NO ONE LEFT ! ! ! THE ONLY ONES LEFT WERE THE WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING ! A TRAGEDY ! A FACADE ? FROM ROB TO YOU, MY WIFE & MY LIFE. I WILL ALWAYS & FOREVER LOVE YOU ! I HOPE YOU GET THIS MESSEGE IN MY BOTTLED CELLPONE . . .
